new year.. a new beginning

hi Eva,

wondering who the hell is Eva well it's me. decided to change my name to CLARE EVA CHRISTY BERNARD. yea yea i know why the change yada yada yada. for astrological reasons. i chose the name EVA cos it means LIFE or the LIVING ONE. origin is latin, spanish,hebrew, russian and danish.

woah what a road it has been huh... i m glad that 2009 is gone but i gotta say i am glad things happened the way they did.

things havent been looking that fantastic. there were times where i became extremely happy and suddenly sad when i see dad's condition. just when you thought enough was enough, things turned for the worst yet again. but like they always say God does this sorta stuff to test our faith and somtimes i wonder if one year is sufficient for Him to know my faith in him. Probably it wasnt enough. i know it may look like I'm dissing Him but do u blame me for losing faith cos i woke up to a brand new heartaching episode weekly in my life. let's walk thru the past for a moment.

the month is October has been the most relaxed month. i met a new Chinese friend, Vivien Lim and we clicked almost instantly. i tapped onto her conversations with the passengers and this brought us closer. What made it even better was the smoke breaks. I could talk to her about anything. She invited me for a club nite out and the best part is to her home. not many of my friends do that. in fact none given the lil amt of time we got to know each other. there after it just became better and better each day. these were one of the many gifts i received. taking sales call was also a plus point that often i tot to myself why not move over but i know i wouldnt be able to perform as much as I can when I'm over at US Support.

i just hope that things could be like the time in October. Well i gotta get back to revising my Principles of Accounts now and the time in SIN is 641am. i'll be sure to be back with more drama when i can. see ya later y'll =)

god bless
clare eva b